Monday, September 6, 2010

293.

Paul Baribeau : How Could That Be True

Here I am; in my new apartment that I have with my best friend, starting my sophomore year of college at the best fit school for me. Yet I still feel like a part of me is missing because you are not around to share this excitement, you're not there for me to call and talk about all the things going on in our lives. I'm disappointed in the fact that I put so much of myself and my efforts into having a relationship with you, and you could not even try for me. Sometimes I think that maybe we are just in too different of places in our lives and maybe one day when we're on the same wave, we can be together again. The stupid girl in me evaluates every conversation and situation trying to make the best of it all and above all make sense of it all. I told you that I regretted you, but in actuality I do not. I do not regret falling in love with you or caring about you; those are things that I will never apologize for.

It was here that we shared one of the best days together.




Limestone Rock Quarry; Peebles, OH.

Give me all your your reckless kisses. Give me all your sleepless nights. You keep calling me up. You say that you love me but how could that be true? How could that be true? Give me all your desperate weekends. Give me all your pointless fights. You got me all messed up now. You say that you love me but how could that be true? How could that be true? I had a bad feeling about tonight but I've got a bad feeling for most of my life. Give me all your boring secrets. Give me all your stupid lies. And now I'm all torn up. You say that you love me but how could that be true? How could that be true?

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