176.

I am really not that hard to please. I don't understand why people continuously think that lies will make me feel better than the truth. If there's a time I want to see you, and you want to see your friends, tell me. I swear I won't be angry. And if I'm really not what you were looking or hoping for, tell me. I won't be angry.

My new birth control is making me insane. I can't wait until my body gets used to it. I'm constantly emotional and exhausted. I haven't felt like this in awhile and it's so hard to put into words.